I guess my personality has dulled in the past few years. I know that friendships come and go as much as everything else does on this earth, but it’s a little unnerving. I guess maybe I’m not as “impressionnant” as before. It has certainly been hard, but I give it my best shot anyways. I try to use these websites as a means to recollect as well as spread my thoughts to everyone that takes the time to read it. Maybe I’m looking in the wrong direction. Lately things have been hard hitting and I can only imagine they will get worse with my move coming due soon. I wonder what things will be like for me when I do finally leave here. I guess I will have to wait and see.